☆ Ducky's Room! ☆

 Tomorrow, I will be going on a date with my boyfriend! I’m so excited! I think he’s the one… <3 I really hope he is! I hope nothing goes wrong! I finally have a real boyfriend and I’m finally going on a real date with my real boyfriend!!! I still don’t know how I should act… Should I introduce him to my friends? That’s not important now! I’m so excited! I’ve never been this happy! I have a boyfriend that I will go out with and do everything with finally!!! 😄 I hope that those mean, intrusive thoughts stay out of my head… That would really ruin everything… I hope nothing goes wrong!

You know that guy I was talking about? The one that I thought liked me? Well it turns out… He really did like me. In fact, he claims to be in love with me. And I think I love him too! But I do have doubts…  Is it really love? Why does he even love me? What did I even do to cause him to love me? We don’t even talk that much… He doesn’t even know me that well, we actually just met kind of… Well not really just met… But all I did was exist… So why me? What was so special about me? Did I really stand out from the other girls? Ah.. I hope this doesn’t end the way it did with Peace… That really hurt… :( But anyway, that’s what happened on this day. Something really horrible was going to happen tomorrow, but I think he made it go away! Let’s call him 2789, and he’s my boyfriend! My best friend! My everything! 💝

  Is this real?  I think I’m just being dumb...  There's no way this guy likes me.  We don't even know each other.  He's a tall guy that most likely wants nothing to do with me.  No guy wants anything to do with me.  I'm just a boring girl with silly sunglasses at my school, nothing going on here! I guess the YouTube channel thing is kind of impressive, but he doesn’t even know anything about that and will most likely never find out! Ah…

  I think someone likes me, but  I don't know though…  He acts quite funny around me. Also, he’s  quite tall. Actually no .  He's very tall! So much taller than most of the people in my gym class.  I think he's an 8th grader.  I'm in 7th grade. He also appears to be a new student, but I wouldn’t know that because I’m new too, and there’s a pandemic going on still. What is he doing?  Why is he standing so close to me?  I really want to know more.

 So Peace has kind of stopped talking to me the way he used to, and stopped talking as often too. I think he just wants nothing to do with me anymore… All because of my “friends”… They are so mean to him! Like my friend Nick was being such a jerk to him when he wouldn’t talk to me… And my other friends like Lillian and Rodrick were being nasty and mean to both of us… I feel so bad. This is all my fault. If I never introduced them to him then none of this would’ve ever happened…

 I think I am catching feelings for someone! I have started talking to this guy from my school and he seems really nice! We talk almost every day and it warms my heart. <3 I just hope he is alright. He seems kind of sad sometimes. Also, I don’t even know what he looks like to be honest. 😅 But he does go to my school, and some people know him, I wish I knew him before the pandemic started… Anyway, let’s just call him Peace!

 Hi! My name is Bird Banetto, but you can call me Ducky! You don’t know how long I’ve been waiting to make my own room/web diary! Ehehe… This could be pretty fun! Anyway, today wasn’t too great, but I know it will get better tomorrow! :D