☆ Ducky's Room! ☆

 Today was horrible... R kept insisting on something and I let it all happen... He said he would be sad if I didn't do it... But did it matter if I was sad doing it? His mom saw everything, and now everything is bad. It was all digitally, but it ended up interfering with my real life. I'm scared to talk to him. He says he still loves me, but did I ever really love him in the first place? Or was I just broken after 2789? After everything else that's happened? I will never know what love is. It's not the right time. However, for now, I'll still try to think I do.

 Soooo.... I have a new lover already....I am such a fool....but I dunno..... Let's just see how this goes....with R! He's really sweet to me I think... But do I really know what real love is?

 Today was a messed up day... I no longer have a lover because I was not myself... This is all 8674's fault... But in the end it's my own fault as I shouldn't have let her get in control of me. I no longer want to talk about it. Goodbye 2789.