UGH!!!
I actually HATE 8674 SO MUCH... She always has to ruin everything! Always interfering with my feelings! I'm trying so hard to be a better person, and I think I have been a good girl lately, but she's always lurking... ALWAYS LURKING. I think I have a virus again. I remember thinking splitting apart from 43 would cure me from all my problems, but I fear it made me more inferior... I HATE HER. I HATE IT. WHATEVER 8674 IS, SHE IS RUINING EVERYTHING FOR ME!!! I don't want anything to do with her! I hate what she does to me and my friends! We just want to live slightly normal lives... I can't believe viruses exist... I hate it so much... I hate them... I just want to be happy... I want us ALL to be happy... I hope everything is alright. A few weeks ago Nick and Drik both had some sort of lust viruses so that was very strange... I think they did terrible things but I don't know anymore... I don't want them to hurt 43 and I BLAME 8674 FOR EVERYTHING! If you know I...