☆ Ducky's Room! ☆

 No. Nothing about this is okay!! How could you just lie to the people you love?? That excuse is so stupid!! Today was okay, but then it kind of became bad... I don't know... I think I was wrong... Maybe I didn't have a crush... Maybe it was just another stupid feeling that I liked someone just because they talked to me everyday... That girl Split made me play with began causing some sort of drama, making him sad. Then I came to a realization that I was right; she was his girlfriend. Why didn't he tell me? Why would he keep this from me? And... she's... an adult..? Nothing about this is okay! I tried to talk to him about it but he just made up an excuse and took me out of the server which had evidence. My friend Randy is still in there though. He can tell me what else he finds... Randy really is my best friend. He's been my best friend for years and I know he wouldn't put me through as much pain as all these other people. Sometimes I wonder why I never got with ...

 Today is my best friend, Randy's birthday! My other friend, whom I call Bro (because she's my BRO, not brother, she's like my epic bestie!!) couldn't come today, so we'll all celebrate tomorrow. Randy has been my friend for so long, like maybe four years I think, maybe even five! He is really a great friend, and I don't understand why he gets bullied by a lot of people for his size and voice. He's actually really funny, smart, and kind... He deserves so much better, and that's my job! To give him much better! I remember the first time I introduced him to Kia, and they became besties too! I love my friend group so much! <3

 He technically asked me out... We were talking about being a couple and eventually we became one. I was only trying to cheer him up when he was talking about... stuff... that had to do with other people... -_- But anyways!! We are a thing now! However I could've sworn that girl he made me play with was his girlfriend... Anyways! Split is mine now! <3

The guy I was talking about last time... Let's call him Split! That is his username anyway... I sit with him in class, and I seem to have an effect on people...because he is like.....acting strange with me... And I love it... I'm glad he is comfortable with me. He appears to be comfortable. I think he is... I hope he is! This is the crush I was talking about. I thought he had a girlfriend, but he told me she broke up with him. He really is acting strange with me! Always hinting at something... Hehehe... I think I really, really like him! ^////^

 I don't know how or why, but I have a crush on one of my best friends... >////<   This is so weird, I haven't had a legitimate crush in like sooo longg...  I would say maybe I'm just confused...because I don't think they've done anything in particular to spark a crush... but apparently they have!!! ;-;  Eeehhhh I don't know what to do because I have tried getting rid of this little crush, but somehow the crush is intensifying!!!!! And we did talk about what it would be like if we were a Thingggg..... :P  And this really is a crush this time, not a forced thing, because he hasn't done anything gross to me, he's just really cool honestly... Even though there sometimes is an issue with understanding (very rarely, really), we get along. And for real. I think. I mean, I get along with him, I dunno if he's forcing himself to get along with me...I hope not. maybe he is the key! ahhhhh it's just a crushhhh what am I talking abouttt lollll.. >_...