I just know...

 I can't calm down and I can't stop overthinking! Mr. Split there better stop telling me not to when I know what he does repeats over and over again! This is what happened before!!! I stopped overthinking and looking too much into things because he got soooooo maaaaad about me finding out that he was talking with that gross grown up woman... And everytime I would say anything about it he would get so mad and tell me to drop it.

WELL???? A MONTH AGO I SAW THE NOTIFICATION ON YOUR SCREEN!!! I cried and you comforted me. But that just wasn't enough right? Why did she join my private server after I gave YOU the code?? Who else could've been the source?? Someone else that we can't trust?? What about when you and Blaze were flirting without telling me???? WHAT????????? WHY SHOULD I STOP OVERTHINKING!!!!! I hate you. I hate everyone. I don't want to continue your series! How would I know your little ideas weren't the product of you and that woman's little roleplays....

I hate myself! I know I'm just gonna forgive you when you say sorry or act sad. I hate myself. I always forgive everyone no matter what.

I'm gonna die very fast at this rate. You don't even care about me anyway. When I grow up and my parents die I'll be all alone. I'm gonna die alone because I can't get myself to do anything about anything.

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