☆ Ducky's Room! ☆

 I'm really not good at communicating my feelings. I thought more people would understand but I'm assuming it's my own fault for not trying harder. Why? I'm very open about how hard it is for me to just tell people what I want. Everytime I tell them, it always falls on deaf ears. Every single time. I'm sorry. I try every now and then but the same result. All the time. I really believe it's my own fault for being so boring and uninteresting...

 Well... Split... Goodbye... I had to leave. I had to. It's better for the both of us... You may not know it now but you'll get it eventually. We both want different things and I've realized I can't change what you want, so I'll go.

 I'm sorry guys I shouldn't have said that  sorry

 I can't calm down and I can't stop overthinking! Mr. Split there better stop telling me not to when I know what he does repeats over and over again! This is what happened before!!! I stopped overthinking and looking too much into things because he got soooooo maaaaad about me finding out that he was talking with that gross grown up woman... And everytime I would say anything about it he would get so mad and tell me to drop it. WELL???? A MONTH AGO I SAW THE NOTIFICATION ON YOUR SCREEN!!! I cried and you comforted me. But that just wasn't enough right? Why did she join my private server after I gave YOU the code?? Who else could've been the source?? Someone else that we can't trust?? What about when you and Blaze were flirting without telling me???? WHAT????????? WHY SHOULD I STOP OVERTHINKING!!!!! I hate you. I hate everyone. I don't want to continue your series! How would I know your little ideas weren't the product of you and that woman's little rolep...

 I will be recording some of my most interesting dreams now! Even my nightmares... Maybe I could make them into little videos if I have the time. I've decided to do this because recently I've been remembering strange dreams I've had and I really want to write them down. That's all!

 For a long time now, I've noticed something about myself. I really, REALLY panic and get irritated or nervous when someone tries to be like me. Like... I really start to get upset when I feel someone is copying me or having the same interests as me. Well, the interests thing is not really as strong as the copying thing. Point is, if someone is similar to me, I feel uncomfortable. I actually have an idea of why I feel this way, though! I remember in elementary school, there was this girl I was friends with... And she kept copying my every move, from the way I walked, the way I talked, and even had the audacity to ask me to teach her how to draw because my drawings were "so good." Ahaha! They were probably good at the time for a bunch of 4th graders like us! Anyway! She copied me so much, that I tried to change myself, but she just copied that too. I was so annoyed, and I understood that she was probably just jealous of me, but I was still so upset because she claimed MY i...

 That's right. It's 2024! Ehehe. My new year's resolution? I need to be more productive and work even harder! Randy will make sure to let me know everyday! He will even scold! Do NOT anger the little man! Hehe~ That's all! Hope this year goes well! Byebyeee!!